This Past Summer

*WOW how the time flies so fast. i cant believe how fast it has gone. One min your just getting out of school, and the next thing you know your one year older one grade higher and growing up way to fast. almost 6 years old and just about as tall as your mom. HUM!! SCARY.

Kayden starts Kindergarten this year. Can you believe that i have been around in his life for almost 4 years??? Seems so much longer than that. He is getting so big, i wish i could go back in time and make him 2 again.

*Mine and Chris's anniversary is coming up in 25 days I'm so excited. I guess this is good news since his first marriage only lasted 6 months. I don't think are marriage is going to be going anywhere, i don't see us anywhere else. We will be together forever. So i don't see it going down hill at all, but we will see in some odd years what life brings. Maybe a house? HAHA

* Still no house yet, but my cousin Nyla has offered Chris and I some help on the down payment she is going to give us the money we need for it sometime late August. I'm so grateful for her. We didn't have to ask for help she offered it and that made me feel so much better, and knowing we will pay her back in just a few months makes me feel even better as well, there is more hope for us now and I'm hoping we will be in are own place soon now. I'm crossing my fingers and trying not to get my hopes up to much, but it is hard, but I'm not going to get all emotional over it, all it is doing is making my life miserable just going crazy over something that will happen when the time is right.

As my mom put it God has a home picked out for us it just isn't in the market yet, and when it does he will guide us to the home we are meant for + Everyone is moving out of my moms, so if i have to stay here a little longer I'm fine with that cause my brother and sister will be GONE!!!!!! and plus i don't want to leave my mom all alone. Know any nice decent guys for her to go on a date with HEHEHE!!!! ( She would kill me if i set her up on date)

P.S.

I'm asking for a little bit of help. I'm asking if you can say a small prayer for Chris. The past few weeks have been kinda scary. Just ask that whatever this pain is it will just go away. I'm hoping when the doc calls he will tell us we have nothing to worry about, and i wont lose my husband and become a widow at such a young age. I feel that just one prayer from me everyday is not enough. Thanks Everyone.