North Temple

So one of these days when i get my act together i will be able to go in a Temple i love the buildings. * The whiteness, how pretty they look, just to go inside one oh how i would be pleased.* So Anyway while my Sister Stephanie was in town from Oregon went site seeing to show her around Utah. She loved it.
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I love this picture. I wish i had a better camera. I should try and become a photographer. I wonder how good i would be at it. HUM!!!!!!

This Picture of the two of us. HUM!! i forget what the room is called we will call it the space room in the South visiting center with the Jesus statue in the middle of it. HA HA any who i like this picture.

I forget what building this is called too, but i know it is across the street. i love that waterfall it is SO cool.


So Handsome i was amazed he actually did that for me. i love this picture of him.


Kayden and Chris outside the walls of the Temple. Kayden was watching the construction going on their.

Good view of the temple Minus the construction.

I am going nutz!!!

Everyone is worrier and is always going to be thinking, and well i am thinking constantly. How, What, When, Where i am going crazy i just want to know that everything is going to be okay. HUM!!!! i have stuff running through my mind and i don't where to begin, and I'm stressing for nothing. I just don't know why i can't seem to calm down i take deep breaths and that just makes it worse. :( I'm going to break down and cry. I love Chris a lot and his job might not pay a lot right now and after he has worked there for a year and more he will start getting his raises, but it is still hard to live, and everyone tells me are you sure you did the right thing? Well I'm not going to marry him just because he doesn't make a lot of money, i love this guy and that is retarded if you just marry for money yeah you can marry someone who makes it, but i still think you should love them and that is what i feel for Chris, so why cant people see that? Are they seeing something else in him that I'm not? Chris might have his pasts, but so does everyone else, and he has made such good improvements. He went from this guy that was doing a lot of bad things to getting full custody of his son. Went from having nothing to actually getting something. Going from abusive parents to being a good father to his son. Who cant fall in love what that. AH AH Ah I Love Him and i wish everyone else would see that as well. He might not be able to get everything i want, but he sure does show love for me. * Love is what keeps us together* and we are hitting some hard times and the only thing Chris says is " If we have love nothing can get in the way of that" and I'm thinking what a WACKO here I'm freaking out cause I'm still living with my mom and freaking out cause are car payment is coming up and he took a few days off, and the only thing he can say is that GOSH i wish i was that calm. He doesn't worry about money and i freak out if we spend $25 on something from the mall. HA HA i don't know how he putz up with me and my craziness, but who ever can handle that must love me. :) Did you ever feel like that everything was going wrong and well it really wasn't you were just making it out to be that way? Ever feel like you were doing things alone, but really someone was standing right next you the whole time? Well i am feeling this way and Chris tells me he is here, but for some reason i feel like he is in LA LA land Well thanks for listening to me BITCH cause it felt good letting it all out. :)

Hansen Bed&Breakfast

So after the weddding Chris and I stayed in a bed and breakfast. This place is somewhat like castle creek the rooms had themes, but this place was built in the 1800's, but this place was very vintage like so it was like staying in a place from way back when it was fun. Chris asked me to not post a blog about this, but i can always leave the juicy parts out. TE HEHE

So the walls well as you can see gold and blue the blue part was velvet kind weird, but at the same time cool.

Loved the bed, i want a round bed NOW!! it was sooooo comfy. Chris had everything set up for me and i didnt even know it HOW SWEET huh. He is such a CUTIE!!

So Chris put a little to much BUBBLE BATH in the tube so insted of it just being in the tub it was kind of everywhere else funny but still very cute. ":)


KISSS KISS i love this picture so i had to throw it in there.

Wedding PRACTICE

I had Friends and Family come to my Aunts house to have a little REHEARSAL so everyone knew what they needed to do. So we had some swimming, pizza and just some fun to get everybody together. :)
I Do !!!!!


Some of the GANG!!!

Getting ready to Practice

Shannon had to take her Daughter Hallie aside and show her how to be a flower girl. HE He it was funny, what she did. She would walk down and everyone would tell her to throw the flowers, well she did more then just throw flowers she threw the whole basket. She is such a cutie. :) Abbi and Hallie looked way cute. :)

Pin the Tie ON THE GUY!!!

So this game was really fun when we pulled it out some WERE LIKE UH OOO THIS ISNT PIN THE @%*&^ on the guy is it, NO LADIES its a bow tie. :P so who ever got closest to putting the tie on the guys neck get the PRIZE!!!!! DRUM ROLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!! and the WINNER IS

SHANNON!!!!!!! she was the closest actully i think ECHO ende up getting a prize too now that i think about it. So we had two WINNERS CONGRATZ!!!!!!
The Stud!!!!
Jessie!!!
My Aunt Julean
So Echo won a prize too. :)

Toilet Paper Wedding Dress.

This game was the BEST!!! i have never heard of it tell i found it on the internet. So what your supposed to do, *You have the bride stand in the middle of the room and everyone grabs toilet paper and as you stand there everyone wraps tissue paper around you to form some kind of dress. So here are some really cute pictures that i think you find very interesting. I think i should of had them make my dress insted of buying one even though it is made out of tissues it was kinda cute in it corky kinda way. HAHAH!!!!a> HEHE SILLY at first i was like what am i getting myself into. !!!!!, but then it got to be really fun. i couldnt wait to see what it looked like when we were finished. :)

Shannon made the pretty BOW!!!
The finishing touch isnt it PRETTY!!!!!! Kathleen made the GARTER!!!

What i thought was going to be SILLy and dumb turned out be kinda cute, othern then there was a few pieces missing so you could see my BUTT HEHE. Thanks Girls i loved my new dress.

Bridal Shower!

Saturday the week before the wedding my maid of honor (Angela) threw a bridal shower for me. What i thought was not going to turn out very well (cause a lot of people said they we were not going to make it) actually turned out really fun. We had refreshments and games to play. If i could turn back time i would do it again. :)
This is my friend Echo SHE IS THE BOMB i love her to PIECES!!!
Christopher's mom (grooms mom) She was not suppose to be holding the camera when i was taking this picture, but she was so this is the only one i got of her facing this way. :)
Nyla my cousin don't let her fool ya she is CRAZY!!!!, but still love her. :)
This is the best part of me ever my Aunt Julean with out her my mom and i would be lost. She is the best thing that has happened to me.
The three of us Echo, Me, and Jessie. I'm glad they were able to come. Jessie has the funniest personality even though it can sometimes be a little NAUGHTY, but she makes me LaUgH!

Shannon, i love her to PIECES too. She won a lot of (prizes) ESPECIALLY the necklace beads if you got caught folding your legs they get your necklace i think she had just about everybody's. She is the best. :) Thanks for everything Shannon.

What you would name your kids.

If you had to name your kid after a flower, what would it be?
*Daisy

If you had twin boys, what would you name them?
*Kale Cameron and Kyle Lynn


If you had twin girls, what would you name them?
*Lauren Lou and Haylee Nichole

If you had to name your kid after a car what would it be?
*Camry

What about a biblical name?
*Mathew or Mark

After one of The Beatles?
*Paul Mcartney


A color?
*Violet

What about a month?
*August

A type of drug?
*Who would name there kids after aDRUG GEEZ!!!!!!!!

A character from Friends?
*Rachael

After one of your grandparents?
*Alice

After a disease?
* I'm not naming my kid after a disease

A country?
*Italy short for IDIOT!!! HAHAHAHAHA

A state?
*Alaska

A type of tree?
*Monkey Tree

After one of your friends?
*Angela

A number?
*Eighty

I CHALLENGE EVERYONE!!!!

This is Me

i am: Sick with the FLU :(
i think: About what life is going to bring me everyday.
i know: That people care about me.
i want: The wedding to be here. *20days*
i have: A Family that cares
i wish: We will find are own place soon.
i dislike: People who judge before they get to know the person.
i miss: Some Friends
i fear: That the end of the world is almost here and i still have to raise a family.
i feel: Worried
i hear: Danielle's T.v. She always has it to loud.
i smell: Cant smell :( to sick
i crave: olive Gardens soup, salad and breadsticks
i usually: Sing to myself
i search: For hope, that someday even though i hate my dad, he will come around.
i wonder: If im going to make it through life.
i regret: Not finishing High school
i love: My Family
i care: about friends and Family
i always: pick a fight with Chris
i worry: Chris will get hurt at work.
i am not: Feeling any better today
i remember: When i first met Shannon and Jeff. L)
i believe: I wont ever stop believing
i dance: When i hear the NUMA NUMA song and Kayden just points and laughs at me. :P
i sing: whenever i hear music
i don’t always: do the laundry
i argue: With Chris even though he is right.
i write: in my journal just about everyday.
i win: Even though Chris wins
i lose: controle of my temper
i never: forget about how much my mom cares
i listen: to music ALL the time.
i don't understand: Why Kayden has such a hard time keeping the PEE PEE in the toilet and not the floor.
i can usually be found: Playin with Kayden or at the Computer.
i need: TO find someone to marry Chris and I everyone has been booked
i forget: What i am supposed to do today.
i am happy about: My little soon to be Family

Parade/

I love going to the Parade it is just so much fun, the Parade the activities that they have going on, and dont forget the cotton candy Kayden and I love Cotton Candy.





So we got Kayden some Cotton Candy and let me tell ya i only had a few bites and kayden ate the rest of it. WOW im sure had some kind of sugar high. He would Say this good, i want another after this. HAHAHA I DONT THINK SO!!!



They had Fire Fighters there and the kids got to try and see what it was like to be a firfighter it was fun to see him and his Cousin Austin dress up, the clothing and the helmet was so heavy it just about knocked them over. He is so CUTE!!!!!!



This is a hot air ballon only it's not it is inside a blowup bounce thing that has lots of air and theair lifts the chair up in the air giving it the air ballon look Kayden liked this ride, he went on it a few times. :)


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3 wishes

If you had three wishes, what would you want to wish for???

Well there is more then three things that i would like to wish for, but i had to just choose three they would be.

*Wish 1 i wish that to go back 10 years and change my dad leaving us. As much i hate him i do miss him. :(

*Wish 2 i wish that i could change loosing my friend Courtney, she was such a good friend

*Wish 3 My fianl wish to win
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What 3 wishes do you have? Who knows just maybe they might come true.