Happy Day.

Ever have one of those days when you wake up and its going to be a good day well that's what it is, i woke up for the first time in along time HAPPY. I mean there are days when i was happy, but not just HAPPY HAPPY i don't know what it is about today. but it is happy, so I'm calling this my Happy day!

My Birthday is coming up in 20 days i cant believe that a whole year has gone, then Hallie's birthday, and then Mine and Chris's 2ND year Anniversary in August. :D WOW we made it two years married, and 4 1/2 years together its amazing. I cant wait to spend more years with this awesome. Guy.

I almost lost Chris a week & 1/2 or so ago give or take a few days, had a huge lump *is what i will call it* that was letting blood flow in , but not out which caused a blood clot which was causing GANGRENE which was about to go into his blood stream which almost caused him to leave me forever.............. If we had not taken him to the ER which lead him to the specialist who said YOU NEED SURGERY NOW!!!! I would go crazy if i had lost him, not only would i have lost Chris, but i would lose Kayden as well, and i would have been all alone. I cant imagine being alone, yes there is family, but to lose your SOUL mate your partner the one you said i love you to every day & just up and leave & never get to see or say those words to again. That would be heart ache just thinking about it makes me not want to get old and die.

Chris's & Mines family was very supportive in this & I'm so grateful for family, without them there would be no purpose in living.

I miss my sister since she left for Missouri, I wish she was home, but i know she needed to get out and figure things out for her self. She is doing pretty good for a 19 year old don't ya think?

My brother has become a POSER i think that's right, came up to me asked me to take pictures for him and make a calendar for him OKAY WEIRDO All though i do say so myself i think they turned out pretty good.