MY NOGGIN 8-b

We are officially moved in except KAYDEN's room. Its mainly toys & i really don't want to bother with them right now. HA HA he has been spending time with me & we have been having so much fun, I'm really not ready to get out those darn toys yet, BOY toys are not so much fun for me. :D. I still have yet to take pictures, & i do have some but i am EMBARRASSED by them because how my house is set up is not how i imagined my home to be, it depresses me & is something i am going to have to get used tooooooo EVENTUALLY.

My head says

"Jordann don't get sad & depressed now its your first house & this is to be expected & in time it will be as you dreamed it to be".

I say

" I know Brain, but when you see so many of your friends & families homes you wish it could look like their home & SO nervous to have people over because, what if it doesn't meet there EXPECTATIONS".

Brain says

" Well Jordann its your 1st house & if they don't like it then you should not invite them over ever again, people should love you for who you are & not what you have.

I Say

" YOUR RIGHT" But I'm going to have to make a huge Santa letter this year". :)

Brain Says

"Jordann your to old for this kind of thing don't you think?

I Say

"Yeah, but i do it every year and + it makes me feel better to make a wish list of things

i wished i had. Nothing wrong with that right?"

Brain Says

"No nothing wrong with that at all, so what would your list consume of?"

Dear Santa,

This year i have been a REALLY REALLY good girl. See we just bought a new house & it needs a little UMPH to it, its a little dull needs some sweet TENDER Santa TLC. HA HA so if you could get me a cute little Gift card to a decor store that would be wonderful so i could buy me some cute things for my DULL home that needs a little UMPH. Thank you

Jordann.

P.S.

If you could rub some of that wishing dust off on me to help me with MATH so when i take my GED again sometime in the next month of so That would BE GREAT. I have this wonderful person in the whole wide world who has been dying to go to the Spa with me & we cant go tell i pass this little dinky math test.