If its not one thing its another.

You know that saying that goes " It get worse before it gets better?" Well why cant it be it gets better before it gets EVEN better?
Drop the worse part and go to the better. WOW it sounds so much easier then it is to do. Like you skip this one step just to get to the next step and OOPS maybe i shouldn't of skipped that step.

K I'M HAVING A BIG CRISIS here and well i cant really say it is a crisis tell the HUM D*E*T*$%^&* comes to the house. HUM i cant Say more, but this seems to be the only thing i can scream at and get all my frustrations out and all of you that read my blog are always here when i need help, but really you cant cause i cant say anything cause if word gets out that could put me and my family in a lot of trouble, because Some people could be reading my blog that i don't want to We know the person, but they don't know that well you know what i mean. Something happened and we don't know the whole story. Well we know what was told to us, but we don't know for sure till this someone talks to this other someone? Am i losing ya yet, cause i think i lost myself at the someone talks to someone. i have been in tears and sorrow for the last few days, and when you look at this person, that this thing happened to, you feel even worse. You cant help, but look at them and wonder why someone could do this to this someone. UGH this is not helping me at all. AHH i mean what do you do when you are having a mid life crisis? Right now, i could just.... beast myself up.