Faith

i don't want anyone taking this the wrong way, or reading in a way that it sounds like I'm dogging on others cause I'm not. :) i just felt if someone knew they were not the only ones at one point in time they would feel a little better about themselves.

Times are hard, alot of people are feeling it and just dont know what to do.

I have read and have heard a lot of women and men say that they just don't have..... hum how do you put it. Faith!! whether to believe or to disbelieve, have that second guessing game going on in side our heads. I have been there and sometimes find myself being pulled in two different directions. Sometimes it feels like I'm going in the right direction and then i hit this fork in the road and i feel as if i have to turn around and try all over again.

Faith is such a big word, but spelt so little. This is a word that so many people have a hard time believing how can you have faith in this someone or something that you cant see? and so many people ask that you have faith in all that you read or hear. When your thinking that some random guy might have just written a book to get some kind of reward out of it???

This is where that word TRUST comes to play you need to trust yourself and all that is going on inside youself. Even though you cant see, touch, smell or hear or whatever else it is that would help you see things differently.
Just to know if it all really exists, doesn't it feel nice to know that maybe passably there might be someone out there that is watching us and making sure that we make it in this life. believing it helps me get through the day whether there is or not just thinking about it AHHHH I'm trying to get the right words out and i cant. I mean if thought about death i would like to think that I'm not just underground, but up there somewhere hanging out with my Uncle Bob *whom i am still very mad at because he left me here* but i guess that is my comfort to think that even though he is gone just maybe i will get to see him again.

Right now you might be lost and confused, and second guessing yourself, but sometimes it takes others longer to realize where they belong. :)

I dont know if this pist helps you at all or if this post made me sound retarded or not, if this post helped or not i can just hope for the best for everyone. it took me this long to get where i need to be, and now i know, so maybe you will soon know too. :)

Love peace and Chicken Grease.