Looking out the Window.

Do you ever just sit at your window wondering what all is happening in the world?

You hear it on the news, but do you ever just wonder?

You sit there and look at the trees and wonder what it would be like... to be a tree outside for every good, bad, and awful day.

Have all of these leaves and then BAM bare naked in winter cold, or just stare into the sky and wonder if there really is life on other planets or ALIENS just cruising through space without a care in the world.

Look at houses up on the mountain tops and wonder how people can afford those big houses? Imagine that you are in one of those with a bathroom that has a nice huge tub in the middle of the room with wife and husband showers.

A deck that goes all the way around the house with B*E*A*U*T*IFUL view, A pool big enough for all your neighbors on the block. A kitchen that any house wife would dream of.

Then sitting on your laptop you look out your window agian and come back to reality and realize you are you are day dreaming again and hear your son yelling mom mom mom *sorry son was not all there.* So your still sitting there looking out the window and your neighbors are moved out cause they couldn't afford their house payment so now you have no one to talk to, but yourself.

Then you get to thinking this might not be a big house on the mountain tops, but it is a house that my family can start in, so you go next door to talk to the landlord and tell him you are interested in this home and he tells you how soon you want to get in... then life comes at you fast and you remember your trying to fix your credit so you can get in home. So you have to explain to the guy how much of a lame ass you are because you might not qualify for the loan, but you are ready to move, and then you stand there waiting for him to say something like *well i think I'm might have someone else move in* just so the landlord doesn't feel guilty kicking you out of the way so he can finish getting the house appraised* but instead says we can work something out. Are my ears hearing right did you just say you can help and would like for us to move in YAHOO!!! i think there is a light at the end of this dreadful tunnel.

So you call your loan officer and tell him about this house that is next door to your moms and that you really want to get into it and again you are waiting for the DENY part of the conversation, but OH MY GOSH he tells you "How about we try and get you into this home in 45 days" he tells you what you need to do and like lightning i was on it like no other.

Is there actually something good happening in life?.....(mom mom can i have a snack) Nope cause you just woke up from day dreaming out your window and realize that you were playing everything out in your mind hoping that this how it will happen back to reality back in your moms house, watching the computer screen and that line that keeps blinking at ya waiting for you to write more..............but what else is there that you can say? Things happen for a reason, and tomorrow I'm going to talk to that landlord and see what we can do, because living with mom and having a husband and son living in the same house as your mom is not working out at all.

*There is light at the end of every ones tunnel, everyone day dreams, thinks and wishes* Eventually the good things that happen to bad people will some day happen to the good. :)